some home ideas I have ..

I am fed up with my flat at the moment,there are lots of things that need doing that I cant afford to get done really or will lead onto other jobs beng done,so I don't know where to start-you know how one job cant be done in isolation,so I end up doing nothing!


I wish everyone would paint their flats lovely ice-cream colours in my street,it would look so pretty and increase the desirablity of the area.One day I will get round to painting mine a pale green to try and cover up the pebble dashing nastiness that is atm,so I can't talk either!



I want to put some subtle 'original' features back into my Victorian/Edwardian flat-it probably never had any in the first place but it looks as though it should have-like these ceiling roses.Oh,and a chandelier.


a garden decking area like this.....



I love the light rope that lights up the underneath.


a mirror maybe like this one to replace the mirror I have already that I dont like anymore.


an original movie poster like this one I saw in Kimberly Stewarts house in L.A on MTV Cribs!



I love the colour of this bathroom wall and the floor.


love this headboard too-I could make this though.

urgghhhhhh!

spiders!!Little fuckers,its spider season again and they have got their flippin webs all across my garden-I was hanging out my washing yesterday and walked into a web which stuck to my face then the spider fell down my top!So if you saw someone waving their arms about and screaming whilst hanging out the washing-that was me.

no other reason to post this other than to say 'how totally shaggable does George Clooney look here?!'I would anyway.

Panorama

I don't usually comment on work stuff,but I am watching this now,and all I can think is what a load of rubbish!!Its true there is a lot of paperwork,and my force is apparently one of the worst for paperwork (we do our own files),but its not THAT bad,the thing I find more annoying is some duty officer sitting in an office monitoring the radio and chasing you up to take action on jobs that only need 'words of advice' or a stop at most.I am young in service so I suppose its different what it used to be but I can't help thinking its exaggerating somewhat.Lots of the easy detections they are talking about are what lazy officers do and I can't imagine that has changed any over the years,there are always plenty of easy jobs to be had and the hard jobs never give you any ticks in boxes anyway in my experience.Timewasting in custody however is a different matter,but I cant change that and it's no different wherever you go.



BTW,why has my blogger dashboard gone German?

aaawwww

"The 12-week-old macaque was rescued on Neilingding Island, in Goangdong Province, China, after being abandoned by his mother.

Taken to an animal hospital, he was weaned back to physical health but still showed little appetite for life.

It was not until a fellow patient, a white pigeon, took him under her wing and showed him love and affection that he perked up.

Now the two are inseparable, say staff."


I am a sucker for cute little baby monkeys!

mmmmm.......

I like someone at work.
I can't tell if he's interested though,he certainly knows who I am now,whereas he didnt a week or 2 ago and I hadn't noticed him until now but I'm so out of practice and feeling like a bit of a fat minger these days that I can't flirt too much incase he is horrified,and now he's gone back to his home station I wont see him that often.......his colleague mentioned in passing last week that he was going on a date ,so he's not properly attached but I really cant read the signs anymore.*sigh*

in the last 2 days I have bought...

a black t-shirt top with frilly front~Miss Selfridge £18
hair accessories~Miss S + H&m
white oversized sweatshirt~£10 H&M
6X CD's £1 EACH from Borders (I cant get into downloading tunes)
'Cook yourself thin' book ~£5 'cos I had a voucher
a pink yoga mat~£6
wrist and ankle weights~£4
a pink sunscreen for my car~£3
Blue Cult jeans from TK Maxx~£20-if I wasn't so fat atm I would have looked good in the bargainous Superfines or Sass & Bides Misfits they had.
Boots 'Protect and Perfect' now I could finally get some without queuing up~£17.
oh,and I've ordered a new digital camera online,but haven't got it yet.


I think thats all

I saw this the other day

when I was out on a job,on a car driven by a man so either he thinks he's the D's B's or he doesn't realise what it spells,I pointed it out to the guys I was working with who didnt know how to take it I dont think 'cos it was the first time I'd worked with them,but I thought it was hilarious,could have just been lack of food though.I'd started at 7 and didnt get to eat till 1,so by then I was talking gibberish-we all were,so went off to a cafe somewhere out in the sticks to have 2x fried eggs,chips and beans,no wonder I cant lose weight.

wine

is it wrong that I can't stop quaffing wine atm?I dont drinks masses,but I am drinking about 2 glasses every night-thats quite alot for me at home.Everywhere these days they go on and on about binge drinking....whatever.......but I love drinking-I love the mad conversations you have when you are a bit tipsy,I love the flirting and all the gossip people tell you,even though I ALWAYS forget it in the morning which is a bit annoying.I love doing naughty things that I wouldnt dare do if I was sober.I especially love drinking when you are not supposed to.At the moment I am loving Echo Falls 'white wine' which sounds like a load of cheap rubbish,but its lovely,and Ogio Pinot Grigio.


And,yes,I have started already!

found

my missing hairdresser yesterday-what a relief,its horrible trying to find a new one.

some of my purchases over the last 3 weeks

I have had a modest splurge of items I really love over the last few weeks,

Primark-I swore I was going to go cold turkey on this place as I have bought some rubbish over the last few months,but then I discovered Birmingham Primark!

mac-£15

3/4 sleeve jacket-£12


large woven belt-£3

2x disc belts-£4 each,my Mom got one of these as well

leather gloves-£6-these are soft as butter


3x velour joggers-£4 each
Tokyo t-shirt-£3
patent ballet pumps-£6


Topshop

Lara Bohinc style bracelet-£8


black cami-style top-£12
grey glittery leopard socks-£1

Vintage
leather bomber jacket-£12-I have been after the perfect jacket forever,at last I've got one.


TK Maxx

leather 'going out' handbag-£20

leopard umbrella-£6

gym stuff-too boring to include a pic.


H&M

leopard pashmina-£6


Housey stuff

a Turtle mat-£20 which is supposed to absorb dirt and water and stop floors getting so dirty (cheaper than a cleaner!)
a coffee table from Ebay,it is a chunky wooden one so I can sit on it and put my feet up without breaking!


and lastly-a house!!This is to let out,I have wanted to do this for so many years and finally I have got my shit together to actually do it,hopefully it will all run smoothly and not be a complete nightmare.

I've been off for awhile........

only 2 weeks but I can see how hard it is to start blogging again!

Anyway,I've been away from London to Yorkshire,and I have fallen in love with the place-its so beautiful,the houses,the scenery,the men (!)the fact that it isn't jam packed all the time-if the right opportunity came along I would seriously think about living there,I liked it that much.Whilst I was up there,I met 2 lovely blokes who were in the job which made a nice change as most blokes will only 'hang out' with other blokes,and we had a hilarious drunken night out,ending up in a club that was full of working girls!

er,can't think of anything else to say atm,I need to get back into the blogging vibe first I think.

thumbs up from me!

I had the BEST day at work yesterday on a training exercise,I can't say what it was unfortunately (or post a pic!),but it was so much fun as well as being serious work stuff,loads of fit men wearing a sexy uniform,lots of shouting and screaming and rough and tumble.It was fab,I can't understand why some people moan about it or can't have some fun with it and enjoy the day-I love these training days when you actually learn something off the people who know rather than office bods.

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long lashes

I bought some of this today its supposed to make your lashes grow longer after 30 days,so hopefully at the end of it I should have Bambi like lashes.Watch this space.

Got nothing to blog about

nothing new is happening at the moment for me really,I have even lost my shopping mojo somewhat,I think thats down to the weather though-is it summer or not?The only things I have bought clothing wise the last few weeks have been some totally perfect River Island shorts, all my fashion friends hate RI cos they say everything has glitter on it (it doesn't!),but I like it and their trousers and jeans fit me perfectly and I always seem to find something in there that I love,I also bought a big wooden heart on a vintage looking gold chain in the RI sale for a bargainous £2,how could I not?Oh and a silver knot rope bracelet from Topshop,and that really is all I have bought.
My knee is still not good after all this time,but I think I am going to go back properly at the end of the month whether its ready or not,I can't stand being indoors anymore and one of my fuckwit sergeants keeps saying really helpful things to me like 'oh everyone gets aches and pains,I've got a bad knee'-THE FUCKIN COCK!!Does he think I'm on restricted cos I've got a little pain in the knee?Who is he to tell me about pains,I could tell him about pain-I'd like to see him carry on as normal (MEN LOOK AWAY NOW) if he had MONTHLY period pains and mood swings and not let it effect your work,and thats just for starters!He can talk anyway,from what hear about him (can't say more,cos you never know who's reading!)I think he might be a problem for me when I go back,he's been a bit weird with me since he started dating my friend so I'll have to see what he's like-I am not putting up with any nonsense from him though,sergeant or not.
What else?I am totally loving Arctic Monkeys 'Fluorescent Adolescent' at the moment and Kate Nash's (is that her name?) new song-I love those world weary songs,I tried ages ago to put them on my blog but I couldnt get them to upload being a total luddite.

Now my hairdresser has gone totally AWOL I had to get my fringe cut by a really camp geek hairdresser and he has butchered my carefully crafted fringe,I want my old hairdresser back-that geek isn't coming near my hair again,I could have done a better job myself.What am I going to do?This is how I like it-long and heavy,just out of my eyes.



The only thing going on men-wise is I seem to be attracting attention at the moment from men but I am not being picky when I say they are all unsuitable.Man 1 is the sexy sergeant who has got increasingly flirty and if we can ever get ourselves together at the same time and place,we will hook up-he is very cute and hilariously funny,that will only be a bit of fun though.Man 2 is someone I work with who apparently likes me according to my mate, have an idea who it is and he is not for me,and I wouldnt be for him if he was honest,so thats going nowhere.Man 3 is my sometime partner in crime fighting,he has always been flirty with me and I have always taken it as a joke as has he,but now he says he likes me for real-sounds good but he is with someone and they have 2 young kids,and I don't fancy him.Then,can hardly call him man 4 is a custody sergeant who has always flirted with me since I first joined the job,he is ok not my type really but he has been testing the water recently about going for a drink,and I did think ,if he asks I'll go but then I hear he has been having a fling with some pc he works with!So why the fuck is he chatting me up?Over 2 years as well?Man 5,well I still can't get him out of my head and it makes it worse when he's nice to me,can't bear that.

tee

Perez posted this on his site saying Nicole of The PCD looked rough-I wish i looked like that when I looked rough!!Anyway,I love the tee and I totally love the outfit here,exactly how I want my 'casualwithanodtofashionandrockchickstylee' look to be.

Today

I was driving back down the M1 when my car just stopped working while I was in the outside lane,I was pumping the accelorater but it wasn't doing anything,so all I could do was stick on the hazards (thanks to the fuckwit who tooted me-hazards mean hazard???) and pull over to the hard shoulder,only there wasn't one just loads of cones cordoning it off-luckily someone had already knocked them out of the way so I managed to get in there and park up until my car worked again.Then I had no problems drivng back into London with my 90's club hits playing full blast (I'm a dreamer anyone?)wonder what that was all about??

my personal DNA

Attentive Dreamer

I'm an attentive dreamer apparently.If you haven't already,take this test,its very interesting-I know most people will say 'thats so true' when reading these things,but it really seems very personal to me.Blatantly stolen off GND!

The Bill

I don't know why I still bother to watch it when all I say is 'as if!' at everything.If only things were really like that-every person you arrest ,you automatically know their name so you can say 'Joe Bloggs,I'm arresting you.............' and you wouldn't have to bother going into CID cos you'd be given really interesting cases to solve as uniform,and you'd never have to stand on cordons or find that cctv is of crap quality,or do any paperwork.There would be loads of sexy men (like DS Hunter) who don't fart infront of you and think its funny and your uniform would always fit nicely and stay clean and pressed to perfection!

bollock scratching....

as I am commuting now,like everyone else I tend to sit in the same carriage in the same seats and I've noticed this man who is very well dressed in my carriage most nights-he spends the whole journey adjusting himself and looking pained with it,what is he doing that can't wait until he gets home?I reckon he is wearing a corset under his suit cos it looks like he's pulling at something (not the obvious !)rather than having a perv.
Men,why do you do this?

The new Prince album

I had to buy the Mail on Sunday to get this,but for £1.40 it was worth it!Its nothing new,more like a blend of old and new songs circa 1994 but hey I'm a fan so I liked it.

I really really want to go here

www.monkeyworld.co.uk

I love monkeys and apes and the work they do here is amazing,there is a programme on Animal Planet all about the monkey sanctury and the owners work-I hadnt realised that Jim had died though.


Dont know how to do a link on blogger,it doesnt seem to do it automatically for me?

my new love

The best sort of love,one that will never let me down or cheat on me,I present my new Chloe Bay bag-well a 'close friend of' anyway!!Its really heavy though even with nothing in it and I keep knocking into people with it but I love it!

Britains Next Top Model

I love watching this,its not as good as Americas Next Top Model and of course doesnt have the lovely Mr Jay Manuel or J.Alexander,instead we get second rate old lush Paula Hamilton.Who the hell does she think she is?She is a bitch for the sake of it,and she wasnt exactly all that back in the 80's either-she keeps making out she was a top model to the girls who are too young to know better but she wasn't,I only remember her in that car ad,and for being an alcoholic-and Lisa Snowdon??Hello she is only famous for going out with George Clooney as his beard!What modelling has she done,she certainly aint no Vogue model,her face is moon like,infact none of the girls are up to Americas standards,they look like they have all grown up eating chips and shoplifiting!

Paulo Nuttini,what a wanker!

I used to love Paulo Nuttini,I even have my favourite song of his,'Last Request' as an early morning alarm call cos its so mellow and wakes me up gently,anyway I was watching him on Live Earth and there he is again,just like at Glastonbury bent double on stage gurning and 'singing' in a comedy Scottish accent,and sounding like Steptoe of Steptoe and Son fame would sing if he had ever released a song!He has totally put me off him.Idiot.

Still,I loved Keane,Metallica (!)James Blunt,Madonna the Queen,and the Pussy Cat Dolls,so it wasnt all bad and I saw someone I iknew in the crowd (eventually!).

ok,it appears I've been tagged.......

by Girl Next Door,


WHAT WERE YOU DOING TEN YEARS AGO?

* going out getting pissed,gatecrashing fashion shows and lovin the Spice Girls (see post below!)

SONGS TO WHICH YOU KNOW ALL THE LYRICS:

* any Adam Ant/Prince/Madonna song

FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD DO IF YOU WERE A MILLIONAIRE:

* Buy a Porsche Carrera sport in gunmetal or soft gold
* Buy a converted barn in the country but near some shops and a fabulous Central London flat.
* buy LOTS and LOTS of designer bags and shoes
* never use public transport again
* travel the world

FIVE BAD HABITS:

* being messy
* eating too much
* not knowing when to stop drinking
* not holding my tongue
* being a bitch (at times)


FIVE THINGS YOU LIKE DOING:

* driving fast listening to loud music
* flirting with fit men
* dining out/drinking
* reading
* shopping

FIVE THINGS YOU’LL NEVER WEAR AGAIN:

*nothing,I know from experience never say never!!

FIVE FAVORITE TOYS:
*er,gadget wise I dont have anything,so I'm struggling on this one

how much do I still love the Spice Girls???Loads!I want to go and see them when they play the O2 in December .Look at Posh's boobs,shes had them done again and why exactly is she dressing like a super heroine of late?
The Spice Girls remind me of working in fashion years ago and living life to the full with my GBF of the time,who I had kinda lost touch with in recent years,but bizarrely enough I found his number on an old mobile I have had to use cos mine is broken atm so I gave him a call and it was on his birthday too which was an added bonus,oh and he lives in Ibiza now so I am definately going to visit him when I can.
Its like 1996 all over again!

my aunt died

on Monday my Aunt E died,and I dont really feel anything,is that heartless?I hadnt seen her for years after I moved away, and her and my Mom werent close the last few years although she did go and say her last goodbyes.I worry that I am becoming hard doing this job.I should feel something shouldn't I?

typical

I buy two fabulous pairs of sandals on Saturday and its rained non-stop ever since!

lovely new things

Vest with light and dark grey stripes,H&M.

H&M 70's style handkerchief top,looks better irl and this style is a favourite of mine.

These absolutely gorgeous studded sandals from River Island,these were a last minute buy as I walked to the car park,Ilove them.

These New Look sandals,so comfortable too which is a novelty,also got 20% off

never again

why dont I ever learn?Got pissed again last night on cider,one minute I was merry but ok,the next the walls were moving around.Its shockingly bad of me,and god this is embarrassing but I was sick in the toilets,luckily not over myself and I felt better after that but was was ok at 25 isnt at 3*,then me and my drinking buddy went for pizza in a proper Italian place where they call out your name when your order is ready,only thing is all the pizza guys dont speak great English and can't pronounce your name properly so its all guesswork,last time I went I was convinced someone had nicked our pizza!Then I wandered up the road,got on the tube and fell asleep (again),luckily waking up in time to get off,stagger home and fall asleep.Thankfully I wasnt too bad this morning,and I lay in bed with a cup of tea and read my book,the only good thing about having a hangover is when I'm like this,I love being at home and feel all comforted by snuggling up in bed.
I 'm going to stick to spirits from now on.

Primark haul

I went to Oxford Street Primark yesterday,god it was busy-the queues for the changing rooms were massive even though they are really big,and the queues for the returns desk probably ensure they never get much returned!Anyway I managed to get a lovely white cutwork dress £12, a black tunic dress that loads of people have £6-I was going to stop buying tunics but this is good to wear with jeans and on its own and has a nice shape to it as well as being bargainous.I also got a white grandad shirt with subtle silver threads running through it,£8-very Chloe like I thought and a tan leather belt for £5 (the black bangle is a really old 80's one I bought for a fancy dress years ago that I found the other day and decided it was cute!) and being all sensible I also bought a pack of 2 storage zip up 'boxes'.Then when I was waiitng to pay,I SWEAR I saw Shilpa Shetty in the queue,I mean I know it was Primark and she's a Bollywood star and all that but I'm sure it was her-would she be in there?She was with a guy and she looked a bit rough,so maybe it wasnt her but maybe she doesn't know Primark is bargainsville?

hooray!!!!

Urban Outfitters is open now in Bluewater!!!I feel a trip there coming on,might have to wait till payday though, then I am there!





I love this top,its so pretty and vintage looking,I am thinking a 70's rock chick vibe?Could be hard to wear with more than A cups though.

friends

well,I have just fallen out with my friend of approx 12 years.Its not the first time we've fallen out but it is probably the last,and none of it is my fault.She asked me to go into a small business venture with her and I agreed because it enabled me to do something I really wanted to do but couldnt due to lack of funds,and over the course of 2 weeks she's changed her mind several times from what we originally agreed and got all bossy with me when I expressed my opinion,and now she just casually pulls out of the deal over the phone.Things happen,I realise that but if I messed her about like she's done to she'd have gone mad.She is a major control freak which normally doesnt bother me cos I'm actually quite easy going with my friends and I'll go with the flow,but she is taking the piss with me,she wouldnt even discuss it and put the phone down on me.
I should have known better than to attempt to mix business with pleasure,but the worst thing is I probably won't see her 3 year old daughter again now,cos there'll be no way she will apologise and ring me (the friend not the daughter!)and that little girl is my favourite little person who last week told me she loved me.

I bought this dress the other day but now I'm not sure about it,I like it but I'm not sure if it suits me.I keep doing this just lately,buying items that I love but dont work for me.

I shouted at 2 people today...

idiot 1
me, a blind man and another woman all crossing the road on the crossing,some fuckwit pulling out of a drive or something screeches his car around and slams on the brakes in a macho 'I'm so street me' way,well me and this other lady turn in fear as it sounded as though he wasnt going to stop and he could obviously see the blind man crossing the road who wouldn't have known what was happening,so I shouted out 'you fuckwit!' at him (bit of public order there!) cos I was so angry that he had frightened a blind man like that.

idiot 2

was a young jack the lad who was walking out of a carpet shop not looking where he was going carrying a 10ft metal edging on his shoulder narrowly missing my face cos I had my wits about me and saw him coming,'ooh sorry' he says,so I shouted 'watch where you're going!' I mean I know he wasn't doing it on purpose but how thick can you be?I think I need a holiday cos I feel despair at the human race sometimes,I think this is the downside of this job,it doesnt bother me too much when I'm dealing with things on a professional level,but I cant tolerate the general public when I'm off duty I really can't.



*and breathe*

I saw..

the fantastic Rod Stewart today driving around in a baby blue Ferrari,how very rock n roll!

bag porn

I love these Chanel 2.55 bags,they are so perfect,classic and modern at the same time.I want one,the greyish one is totally gorgeous and would be versatile I think but theres no way I could afford the real thing so I would have to go for a mirror copy (approx £100?),I need a smart bag like this-I want to get rid of all the 'not very me' patterned clothing I've been buying and stick to plainer colours and the basic shapes that suit me more,I love floaty things and boho,but it just doesnt love me,I think I need to start again clothes wise,I just dont love the stuff I've got at the moment.more £££££££ needed!

Happy birthday Polly!!!!

hope its a good one chick,you're catching me up now!!!

Big Brother

I am not watching it this year.No more trying to coincide my meal breaks with that nights showing,no more fighting to watch BB over the football,no more staying up watching them sleeping.My colleague asked me if I was going to be doing my usual watching of BB,and I said no,then today he asks me did I watch it and said 'tell me the truth now!',still I remain firm!

Flying Squad and other stuff

I am reading a book at the moment by Dick Kirby who was in the Flying Squad back in the day,back when it was good I've been told!These detectives used to use their own cars that were fitted with radios,can you believe it?Theres no way I would have any scrote in my beloved car!Its a good read so its recommended to anyone who likes reading policy things,DK used to worked all over London by the sounds of it,but in particular the areas I work in which is weird cos I know all the places,all I can say is things are very very different these days,and not all for the better by the sounds of it.

This Skoda advert,the one where they build the car out of cake?Where can I get one!Theres a Skoda dealership near me I keep hoping they will get one in the window or something,I love watching that.


The one thing I hate about the weather getting warmer,well ok there is definately more than one thing but specifically I mean flies.I hate the little buggers,the way they buzz all the time and fly past your ears,how on earth do you stop them entering the house?I have tried every product on the market,but fly killers are poisonous to humans as well.They absolutely drive me mad!

Primark

Right havent done this for awhile,went to Primarni and bought......

a grey abstract leopard print slouchy top,much more subtle irl



a bargain at £4!!
a black scoop neck tee that is thin fabric in a faux vintage style,totally gorgeous £2.50
the usual knickers and socks
and an extra pair of pinstripe trousers to go with my suit I got awhile ago,£8.
silver locket I have wanted for ages since I saw Jen wearing one £1.50
black 3/4 leggings £3.

two random things

one,my hairdresser is moving to a new branch that is in a secure building so I wont be able to get in.He assures me its not because he is sick if highlighting my masses of hair!Why do hairdressers always move on-just when you find one you like and they get used to your hair and its peculiarities!

Two,I am getting a bit sick of certain do-gooders who like to anonymously slate me on other peoples blogs or on internet forums because of the job I do and attribute everything I do or think or say to the that fact I do this job,its pathetic and blinkered.How I'd love to take you out on shift with me one time and let you see how it really is-the good and bad.Let me watch you as you get called a white* c**t,whore,slag etc,and told 'I'm gonna rape you',oh and maybe as some piece of shit spits on you,you can tell them that you understand why they rob people or attack innocent people going about their business,how you know its because the big bad police have stitched them up or only stopped them because of the colour of their skin,or it may even be because of their religion (however I have to point out by YOU saying that you assume alot about the people in question-but I bet you didnt think how you are stereotyping did you?) .Take your pick of cloud cuckoo land ideas whilst thinking you're right on,feel smug as you rant about how racist I am or about how I dare to criticise an honour killing as retarded,don't feel as though you are anti-police because you choose to slate what I say only because of the job I do,and ignore what other opinions are because they dont fit in with your narrow minded views.Please do feel free to ignore what I'm doing as I hold a man old enough to be my Dads hand as he lays on the floor unable to move through illness,or the girl who was sexually assaulted who feels confident enought to travel alone again now after I dealt with her case,or even the grown man who was embarrassed to admit he had been beaten up by a schoolkid,yes please ignore all that cos I know it doesnt fit into your idea of me,but then it wouldnt cos you dont know me or even much about what I do,you just assume you do dont you?


*insert any skin colour here.

*that* Kate Moss dress

So,after much waiting I recieved this in the post the other day and it doesnt fit me properly!Also, even though its gorgeous,the shape does nothing for me-the shoulders are a bit 'puffy' which I like,but I think they make me look a bit broad across the shoulders,like an American football player and its a bit short to be truly comfortable.Might have to Ebay it,damn!

if you saw a blonde girl ...

at Green Park tube today retching,it was probably me cos I had just seen a grown man rummage around inside his nose,pull out a massive bogie *deep breaths deep breaths* and EAT IT!Then he was chewing on it for ages,I had to deep breathe to stop myself from chucking up on the platform.What the heck is wrong with people to do this?ITS WRONG!

I think the world might end if I dont get these!!!

but in black or dark brown,and these

and these are gorgeous too

gorgeous jewellery

loving the stuff on this site!

Check out Polly!

This video is my mad mate Polly (see her blog to the right)doing what she had to do to win VIP tickets to Radio one's Big Weekend,well even though she ignored my advice to bite the head off an innocent animal to live it up,she WON!!!



dunno how you turn the video round though?

see it here!

Happy birthday Dulcie!!!!

Sorry I forgot to post this yesterday,but I did remember,hope you had a great time and if I get Prince tickets ,I'll let you know!!

The Past

On Friday my friend who is also a colleague showed me her promo music disc,she had said previously she had been in a band but I'd forgotten all about it,she was good,and seeing it made me feel like I have given up on my passions over the years,things like going to concerts and gigs which I used to do all the time with my friend who was a music producer,my mad passion for music which although I still love music and still buy new music-that passion isnt there the way it was-it that just what happens as you get older or is this job consuming my every thought?Dont read that wrong,I love this job and I am of the mind set that I dont do overtime unless its interesting (it never is!)and that home comes first,but I feel less connected to the outside world than I used to be,partly because I dont even read the papers now cos all the police bashing and stories,true or not of 'ne'er do wells'winds me up!My only passion seems to be my love of clothes,but even thats a hard battle cos I cant wear half of it to work and when I do I get the shit ripped out of me cos I work with people who dont,on the whole have any understanding or interest in fashion,creativity or the visuals of life,apart from when they're eyeing up women.
Seeing my friends other talent made me feel that I have also become one dimensional maybe?I feel like people are sometimes surprised when I do something good or what I've said (common sense mostly) comes to be,cos I know I get judged on how I look (i.e not like a police officer!)and that pisses me off,but why should I change the way I look?Most people have hidden depths but are mine too hidden or irrelevant?I have done some quite cool things in my last career that you may be fairly impressed by and have a portfolio to prove it but its of no relevance now.


Not that sure what my point is really but I can't be the only one who feels like this surely?

I want....I need.....

to go and see his Purpleness,Prince!!!I have loved him since he first made it big,back in the days of Little Red Corvette,I even had a purple check coat from Miss Selfridge to prove how much of a fan I was ,so I feel I should be rewarded in some way this many years later as I put up with a lot of pisstaking over that coat,until Prince did that Chaka Khan song and then *everyone* loved him too!!!
Someone please buy me a ticket!!

Oh,I forgot that I met him once too,around the time he was wearing the veil over his face,but it was definately him and I gave him some photos after he asked could he keep them,so I reckon he owes me!

Recent purchases

Finally,this H&M Chloe style blouse courtesy of Polly,not so sure it fits over my boobs though-for fashion reasons only I wish I had small boobs so they didnt ruin the line of clothes!!!

Also got this Alexander McQueen lookalike scarf in cream to wear in summer,even the fake A McQ scarves are expensive on Ebay,so this was a bargain at £6.




These sunnies from H&M,not sure if I can take the pisstaking about them looking like bug eyes though??????

How....

can drinking half a bottle of Zinfandel and a Magners get me so hungover??I feel shocking this morning,its taken me hours to get human again,after tossing and turning all night and keeping Mr 'it will all end in tears' awake too.Mmmm,thats another story though,I should have learnt my lesson by now but I cant say no to him,I just wish we could get something together and go for it,at least that way we would know for sure one way or the other,then there would be an end to the story,good or bad.I'm going back to bed I think!!