Friday, June 29, 2007

my aunt died

on Monday my Aunt E died,and I dont really feel anything,is that heartless?I hadnt seen her for years after I moved away, and her and my Mom werent close the last few years although she did go and say her last goodbyes.I worry that I am becoming hard doing this job.I should feel something shouldn't I?


SandDancer said...

My gran hsd a stroke last year and I felt nothing. We were never close and she didn't care about any of her family really so I know why I didn't get upset (my sisters said the same) but still it felt weird admitting this as if I am some sort of monster. So I don't think your lack of emotion is that strange at all and not necessarily down to your job.

thoughts running through my head.... said...

thanks hun,I do get upset at weird things,just not always the things you're meant to!