Friday, January 12, 2007

god,why do people say the most random throwaway cruel remarks??

yesterday I went bowling with my colleagues,I wore my new Primarni dress (see below) with black opaques and black knee length vintage boots,I thought I looked good-I played it down by not wearing my vintage owl necklace as its huge and I couldnt bear the jibes I knew I'd get if I did,it wasn't the most practical thing to wear for bowling but I wasnt participating because of my knee anyway,then one of my (fat and styleless)colleagues out of the blue says 'why are you wearing a maternity dress?Is there something you want to tell us?' I was fucking gutted,I couldnt even look at him and had to hold back the tears(!)I am not skinny by any means but I didnt look fat in it at all,and now its taken the shine off it for me,which I know is silly but why say it in the first place?Simple cruelties are the worst.
Anyway I did have a good night and got very,very drunk-bought some chips on the way home,fell asleep,woke up to watch CBB then puked!

What a night!


I feel like crap today.

4 comments:

Freya said...

My god! Thats horrid! That really is out of order, I think its a nice dress but I know what you mean, once someone says something like that you start to wonder, Ive had the same experience with a female so called 'friend' hmmmm! Really like your blog, it amuses on those evil slow days at work :o)

thoughts running through my head.... said...

thanks sweetie,I think he was trying to be funny!ha bloody ha eh?

totallyun-pc said...

I'm sure you looked fine, but, what were you thinking? bowling in a dress and boots? you know you have to put those silly shoes on, Now I'm no Calvin Kline, But that young lady was a serious fashion foux-pas!

thoughts running through my head.... said...

ah,but it wasnt-I am 'non-op' atm,so I didnt actually do any bowling,just incase I fucked the biscuits (I am learning 'cockerney')and have to do a desk job all my life!